I love it when I'm sought as like, a third opinion. Or fourth. It's because I'm never important or smart or good enough to be regarded as someone whose opinion might actually matter, see. I also love never being able to be regarded a priority, even above frivolous pointless things like well I don't know, you could ask me if you remember I exist, thanks. I also like being disregarded and disrepected, yes. I especially adore the fact that nobody has told me a single fucking thing about the YOG thing and nobody really cares that I, ONLY I, am left to flounder about wondering whether I got in or not when every single other person has gotten their results and I haven't. It's very nice when people dismiss this concern as something unimportant because well yes I am unimportant, then! I also like being demeaned and having my abilities undermined because everyone thinks I am this stupid autistic brainless talentless ass but yeah, that might be because I've been sleeping at 1 every night doing OM and homework and worrying about swimming and going swimming and just worrying in general, hmmm.