I feel semi-proud and semi-disgusted with myself. You know the reason why I have so little commitments, etc is because I know I procrastinate a lot, and I know I can't juggle them so I've been dropping everything slowly, starting with French last year and this year slowly decreasing swimming days, which is bad but whatever, and I'd like to quit ELPS. It shows that I have NIL time management but also, I don't know, at least I have priorities. It's a nice feeling, having priorities, but also a sucky feeling, knowing that everyone else has like 12 hours of cca a week (jiale trains what, 6 days a week = 18 bloody hours in the water) and I have maximum 9, but yes whatever my chem worksheets all need to be done in advance.