hmmm i realise that nobody's perfect is a cliched, and yet very true thing, so it means we should all like lower our expectations. i think i should lower mine! seeing as right now i have really sky high expectations (of guys, mostly) and judge many people, but without malice, of course. feel so philo today! but that's 'cause i took the bus whenever i take the bus, i feel very deeep! and reflective like haha san andreas trench :D wooots class outing to san andreas trench i remember that. i have no idea why i think of so many things in the bus, maybe it comes from people-watching but is not consequence of the people i watch in general, because they're not really pretty D: but i guess we can't all be pretty. slimming ads are dumb! really really dumb. all those people lose so much weight without having to do anything. and then after they go through with the weightloss program they all have slim toned pretty legs and nice faces and nice hair, what happened to no pain no gain/loss hehheeh. it's stupid! so are they saying that to be thin, you have to go grossly obese, then pay an exorbitant amount of money to lose all the weight and become a perfect size?
i think i really hate corporatism, or corporatocracy. corporatocracy as in america because don't let them fool you, although they're republican/democratic their whole country is actually run by rich private companies, those idiots.
mr. bean! :D he's so cute, and cool, and talented. his eyes are just like ethanyn's k how awesome is that. cute here is subjective, because he is remarkably less gaspard ulliel than he is umm, a beached whale. ooooh he's cutting peoples' hair now! coolios. but like, phail :D 'cause he's being marginally GROSSSSS ahahahahahehehe.
ohno my deepness from just now is kind of evaporating! screw mr. bean D: right yes anyway, uhhh, UHHH, aha! making of twilight is on later, on 5. yeah gross ikr, it was like i saw it and there was an approximate 2-second pause and then i went all "EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" and cringed.
reading kafka/listening to music (superwoman, by alicia keys) makes me deep! i think that's why i was thinking so much just now in the bus. charlotte hong you are fully forgiven for not returning my beatles cd for like 7 months kafka is just damn cool :D i suppose the beatles are an acquired taste, like... chilli, or tom yam. tom yam! <3>
i guess the reason why i post so much is 'cause i have a lot to say! and like i think a lot, so if i don't record them down i'll totally forget everything. mr. bean just parked in a sheep pen -.- heeehee.
i want to marry a british guy and i have decided not to care about being so self-obsessed because why not it's so fun ain't it! :D
KAFKA, QUOTES.
"our throats feel free in the mountains! it's a miracle we haven't burst into song!"
"then the man has overtaken her, and the girl's face is quite dazzling."
"like the cogency of the air after a thunderstorm!"
-it's all so beautiful k it makes me want to cry, somehow, although it is not really in the least particularly touching. but it's really good imagery, so i guess the only thing you need to be a good writer is an enormously vivid imagination, and quite a wide vocabulary, and a good style etc so i guess i'm a good writer, quite. that makes me happy! :D-
" Desire to be a Red Indian
If only one were a Red Indian, always prepared, launched into the air on one's galloping horse, a brief tremor over the trembling ground, till one let go one's spurs for there were no spurs, and threw away one's reins, for there were no reins, and could barely make out the land in front of one opening out as smoothly mown headland, with horse's head and horse's neck already nowhere to be seen. "
that is one sentence and i think it is the most beautiful sentence ever written. i want so badly to go to a nice ruddy foggy foreign country with red flowers and cool breezes and horses and rolling hills and plains although i think mauritius fit that bill heh.
