i feel sort of. compressed? and i want love and i want vi and my RGPS friends. i wish i had a nice CCA full of batchmates i could depend on and stuff like the rest of the world.
a few days ago i wanted to be detached and passive and unemotional like wenxian, but i don't want to be any more because not feeling stuff is worse than having too many emotions.
but too many emotions means that half of them go unrecorded?
wig is damn cute.
i wish 212 were more bonded.
i want to be more mature, and yet again.
having a childish nature, and retaining such is probably best.
happyness is good :D
but unglam D:
crap.
i dislike being torn.
the bartimaeus trilogy is very nice.
love is nice.
this was an add-on.
i think about things when i swim.
i'm very scared that my cat is going to ------ because my mother is depressing and stuff. hurh.
i want to hug people.
i think wig is a nice person.
i love my deskie <3> and i want someone i can like pour all my stupid paranoia out to.
i want CAP and i want to succeed but it's so hard to, and i'm scared of being judged.
sometimes i think my cat is my best friend.
there are like things i really really really want to tell people, but it's really a question of who to tell and not what to say.
there's nobody loveable on MSN now D:
rar.
tessa just came online, i love tessa lots because it is only right to.
my french sucks and there are so little and yet.
somehow so many people i can really depend on.
bloghopping is either depressing or happy D: and typing is short fragmented sentences is very ugly
!!!!
i have exclamation mark OCD.
i want tags and love and hugs and pretty balloons and youth and nice people and ______
i don't feel like telling people what ____ is because it'll be weird to say it and i want secrets.
blogging takes a nice big load off :D yay blogging.
i feel happier already!
church tomorrow, hope it'll be good.
i'm like less antisocial in training now, in fact i'm coming to a point where i think, i might actually be bonding with swimming people.
i keep thinking about things in the water, it helps me speeeeeeeeeeeeeedup.
yay.
i want to talk to jingyi. and tessa. and wig. and esther and uhm jiptti and not Q, because Q is always there for me to talk to. i love you lots Q.
insidejokesarethebest.
the fray is love <3>
changing blog address is nice :D
last holiday is a very good movie <3>
my mood sort of depends on my. uhm. back.
my back hurts like crap.
my mood is flat, like __________
hahhhah :D inside jokes are the best <3>
love is the best too, haih.
i want people to tag, and tell me cheesy happy things to make me happy.
i want to be wanted.
this is so weird man, i still don't know what it's like to be wenxian.
i am damn despo.
my aircon is leaking.
i feel stupid and random, and swimming is nice.
i think losing things is sometimes nicer than making sure they stay.
she will be loved?
-fragmented.
i hope someone sees this.
