just press it down for a really long time :D right. well, it didn't work. it worked, then it didn't.
esther! i shall call you DEXTER from now on! :D is your finger okayyy!!
poor esther, her finger is like ----e4y09u34t09u84
it's like hole-y.
i can't make a pun out of that, sadly.
didn't go for french today, i'm quitting.
-below: not emo, just. detached and apologetic, but not quite there.-
it's like this big step that i don't want to take, but i have to.
it's a process full of excuses and reproachful looks, and tessa-sitting-alone-in-chillbert's-class and audrey-bussing-home-alone- ing ness, and me being guilty and sad but not doing anything about it or whatever, because it's my fault that i have to quit french.
this is hard to put into words D:
CAP in NINETEEN DAYSS!!!!!
WHEEE! :D hahahah.
it's my fault about french, so jiayous k tessa and audrey and lauren and kylie and zhiqi, who are still taking french :D hope you get fabulous grades forever :D
i'm going to miss my french deskie, tessapoo.
i feel emotionless now because things are so different.
nevertheless.
we had this pacty thing about defeating chillbert together, and we have lotsa alter-egos from different countries, and vladimir and madam sotsot and everything, and i hope that after i really quit, for real :( you won't forget that, tessa :D
haih.
thank you for being there. next to me in french, and helping me along although i never can get it.
i'm sorry, tim.
i'm sorry to you too, audreyyy.
this post is full of sorries, it feels really pathetic but the least i owe tessa and audrey is an apology.
audrey, -----------------------
i don't know what to say, there are too many good memories <3)
this'll probably be the first bad one, but.
i really don't know, maybe it's just that passing feeling.
but audrey, i love you lots treeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
it wouldn't make a difference if i said i feeel bad about abandoning you to take the bus home alone, but i hope it does.
i'm sorryyyy.
i sort of know how abandoney it feels.
sorry, busbuddy<3)
you shall still come to my house when my mother is away! OKAY! :D
iloveyoubothlots,tessaandaudreyyyyy.
never forget me!
although my class is right next to yours!
it wasn't a very emotional post.
it was pretty surfacey, but. i feel very detached now.
yet again, i'm sorry for that.
