coming up with titles is really weird yeah.
so i just use smileyface! yayy haha. i'm watching the xs. oh man, it's damn cool.
anyway, i feel a bit emo and leftout
i dunno, i feel like i don't fit in with my old friends anymore. i was reading esther lim's lj just now, and she has this whole new life, in rgs with stef mok and jinghui and maria -.- wtf. she never used to hang out with maria, but anyway
and alisa and stuff. i dunno, it just seems like their whole elite rgs club, they're all together and there are others filling in the spaces where i used to be. i'm not sure if she's forgotten me.
i mean i'm really so thankful for my NYGH friends, and you make me so happy, guys.
but.
we used to be so close! i'd go to her house and play with her mac and talk and go to her room and crap and basically hang, but now.
i sorta wish i could talk to her, i miss hanging out with her.
and vi, too. i really really miss vi so much! i haven't seen her in ages.
it's less than a year, but it seems like an eternity.
it does.
hanging out during recess and talking and calling her
we were besties, we were. i remember talking to her and being like, vi are we best friends.
she said we were, and that was so coool.
i don't know if we still are. i wish we were, but we never see each other any more. i wanna talk to her and laugh and say dumb things and have bestie time together.
what i really wanna know is that are we still besties.
does she still take me as her best friend.
i don't think so, and i don't blame her
but she'll always be my bestie!
yayy.
so emo right me! haha i'm done being weird and emo and reflective.
huiran is
currently.
watching gay cartooons!
HAHAHAH YAY! yeah i just finished watching the xs. i typed this post in the span of half an xs episode, i'm so proud of me! yay(:
mom's probably reaching berlin now, i hope it isn't too cold or anything. her coat is thick enough, so that's good. spending cny alone makes me reflective but lazy. i have undone work. toobad D:
haiyah.
i'm going to go eat now!
byebye(:
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Thursday, February 7, 2008 @ 2:07 PM |
who's been painting my roses red.
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