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Saturday, September 10, 2011 @ 12:00 AM
I really do love the font on my blogskin though. can anyone say helveticaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;)

Helvetica vs Arial! saiying. is. so. cute.

oh and. I like the new blogger interface a lot. it's so beta yay
Friday, September 9, 2011 @ 11:59 PM
omg I'm so embarrassed reading this thing okay hopefully people do change and maybe they change for the better and certainly I am an unparalled example of unprecedented change!!!! because it would be quite terrible if I were the same as before. embarrassing and....

okay fine things don't change. in fact I think I'm even more embarrassing than I used to be!
but if everyone's embarrassing then who will there be left to be embarrassed?

ah :> hurrrr. kthxbai
@ 11:53 PM
this is pretty interesting. and I think, after all this time, I'm really still the same. maybe a bit more conscious, but still the same person. I think we all remain the same people throughout our lives but only advance in degrees of consciousness, and whoever can achieve the highest degree of consciousness... wins. so if you suck at life, you're probably asleep.
@ 11:50 PM
wow I didn't think anyone would ever come here!! but blogger has this new stats thing which says people do, so... MB IT'S SPAMBOTS. I think it is!!!!!! hahaahha wellwellwell it feels weird doing this, like I shouldn't be, because I've grown out of this skin or something. yes and moved on to tumblr yay I'm so hipstahhh!! so hipster that I'm listening to a song called Parallel Corners by The Kilimanjaro Darkjazz Ensemble HAHAHAHA THAT'S AMAZING LOL okay now it's Butterfly Stroke by Bugseed. I haz problems~~~~~~~

I like my blog lol but 'blog' is such an ugly word by itself which I don't want to be associated to!! everything is in the mind though or so TIOBE says. hrmmmmm.

raspberries (: should be studying econs. this post will look very out of place in the entire blog, because all the earlier posts hearken from an era when procrastination was not quite lethal, just inadvised, and I wasn't in danger of retaining ah sigh~

times change. blogger changes! change is the only constant. I think that will look better said/written in Latin.
If a tree falls in the forest and there's no one there to hear it, does it still then make a sound?/Is Art created for an audience? so existentialist lolololol well okay if someone passes by this page that isn't a spambot, I suppose it will make a sound

gnight (:
@ 11:41 PM
hahaa whoaaa I still have a dashboard. that's weird
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 9:58 PM

hello livejournal.

are you livejournal?

please teach me how to use you. the main problems i face are listed below

1) logging into the correct account

2) posting on rann's account when i don't have the password

dear livejournal, please reply to my email. i am not even sure if i can get into this account 24 hours later, seeing that i have no password, and i tend to forget this lj's name.

P.S; my email is nothing along the lines of greymoos

love,jessica teck

I LOVE YOU RANN. i can only see this post, i wonder why. (lj you suck)


When there's nothing left to say
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 7:52 PM
My Mother.

Me: But I don't want to take a shower! Sexy people DO NOT SHOWER.
Mom: But you're not sexy!
... I'm sorry I had to be so direct.

Me: What's wrong with our freezer?
Mom: Well, see, you can't put too much inside. Or else all the things will friendfriend, and become warmwarm, you see? Then when you take things out, it will become coldcold. Can?

Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 5:10 PM

Fan: My name is Park U-Know Yunho Youngwoong Jaejoong Micky Yoochun Xiah Junsu Choikang Changmin CASSIOPEIA~ My name’s really nice right?
CM: It’s not a very nice name from an objective point of view…^^;;

Fan: Oppa! If you’re alive, please reply. Kekeke. If you don’t reply, I really will marry oppa! I can cook well and can look after kids well too
CM: I replied you! That means I don’t have to marry you! That’s how it works!!!!! Hehe

Fan: Actually I’m not a human but an alien….didn’t you know that?
CM: Please don’t tell anyone this secret before I present you to NASA

Fan: Excuse me ^^ The oppa there! Please give me a reply~~~~~~
JJ: Here’s your reply~~ Congratulations~~!

Fan: Youngwoong Jaejoong hwaiting! Choikang Changmin hwaiting! Micky Yoochun hwaiting! U Know Yunho hwaiting!! TVXQ hwaiting!
JJ: Xiah Junsu~~~~~~~~HWAITING!!!!!

Fan: What’s Changmin doing now? Thinking of me?
JJ: Changmin’s looking at the mirror? Keke

Fan: I miss Jaejoong too T_T T_T *sobs* Please tell me what do I do when I miss him?
JS: Go to naver and type ‘Youngwoong Jaejoong’……………………………^^



[FAN] Oppa, want to spend a passionate night with me?
[Jaejoong] Oppa already promised Yunho!!
Back to basics
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 5:55 PM

U-Know what iz Best Ever?
@ 5:48 PM
a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:

wenxian says:

a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:

wenxian says:
Your Mom

a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:

wenxian says:
i am a Typing Maniac! ^^

a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:
like Moon Heejun

wenxian says:

a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:

wenxian says:

a shrimp breaking its back in a whale fight. says:
Best thing is? I typed the whole convo HAHA EVEN WENXIAN'S SIDE OF IT I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF :DDD


Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 5:00 PM
Enting: I don't know what's worse, the Matsu-complex or the Jae-complex

Jinyin: AKUMI?!?!?!?!?!?!?
happy in lands together
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 12:23 PM

are you playing your city of restaurants






i m playing 2


why does it take so freaking long to load


shit how do you play this stupid thing

and why is enting an old man


and why does bkong look like an elf and how come ethanyn gets two dollars omg!



is kimchi made of fermented fish ah


okay i phail

computer games FAIL. Just, FAIL. Forever and ever FAIL, AMEN.

I can't even play neopets anymore. Huh neopia space station what??

eleven chimes for twelve p.m.
Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 5:16 PM
"Don't wear your underwear outside! It is not polite."


prince charming is thrown to the edge of society
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 12:31 PM
Why aren't I doing anything productive! Why am I lazing around doing nothing! Wh does my Posting box font look like Xiaxue's blog font!

Gosh omg I should stop watching TV and being a LAZY FATASS. Go do work, Huiran! Go read books! Or eat! Metabolising is being productive too, y'know.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 6:22 PM

Memorable quotes for
Grace Is Gone (2007)

Heidi Phillips
: What do you do at work Dad?
Stanley Philipps: I sell shit.

John Phillips: It's important that people have their own views based on an understanding of facts. But, it's also important not to trust the facts, because most of them are lies.
Heidi Phillips: I don't get it.
John Phillips: It basically comes down to a gut thing. You just have to be open to allowing for a truth which differs from your own opinions. Or else you'll never actually see the truth at all.

Benjamin Button
: My name is Benjamin Button, and I was born under unusual circumstances. While everyone else was agin', I was gettin' younger... all alone.

[from trailer]
Daisy: You're so young.
Benjamin Button: Only on the outside.

[from trailer]
Daisy - Age 7: Are you sick?
Benjamin Button: They said I was gonna die soon but, maybe not.
Daisy - Age 7: You're odd.

Benjamin Button: I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is.
Daisy: Some things last.

Benjamin Button: Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance.

Benjamin Button: Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.

Daisy: Would you still love me if I were old and saggy?
Benjamin Button: Would you still love ME if I were young and had acne? When I'm afraid of what's under the bed? Or if I end up wetting the bed?

Thomas Button: [runs upstairs to see Caroline and his newborn but sees a room full of people and Caroline bleeding. Soon, the pastor enters the room] What are you doing here?
Dr. Rose: Thomas. It's Caroline. She's going to die.
Thomas Button: No. No, I want all of you out! Get away from her!
[runs to Caroline and takes her hand]
Thomas Button: I'm here. I came as soon as I could. The streets were wild. The war is over, Carrie.
Caroline Button: [whispers] Promise me he'll have a place.
Thomas Button: [confused] I... I promise.
[Caroline draws her last breath and dies]

Daisy: Will you sleep with me?
Benjamin Button: Absolutely.

Benjamin Button: It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you.

Benjamin Button: I'm always lookin' out my own eyes.

Benjamin Button: I wanna remember us just as we are now.

Daisy: Goodnight Benjamin.
Benjamin Button: Goodnight Daisy.

Benjamin Button: What if I told you that instead of gettin' older, I was gettin' younger than everybody else?

Mr. Daws: Did I ever tell you I was struck by lightning seven times? Once when I was in the field, just tending to my cows:
[brief footage of a man getting struck by lightning]

Mr. Daws: Did I ever tell you I been struck by lightning seven times? Once when I was just sittin' in my truck just minding my own business:
[brief footage of a man getting struck by lightning]

Benjamin Button: Sometimes we're on a collision course, and we just don't know it. Whether it's by accident or by design, there's not a thing we can do about it. A woman in Paris was on her way to go shopping, but she had forgotten her coat - went back to get it. When she had gotten her coat, the phone had rung, so she'd stopped to answer it; talked for a couple of minutes. While the woman was on the phone, Daisy was rehearsing for a performance at the Paris Opera House. And while she was rehearsing, the woman, off the phone now, had gone outside to get a taxi. Now a taxi driver had dropped off a fare earlier and had stopped to get a cup of coffee. And all the while, Daisy was rehearsing. And this cab driver, who dropped off the earlier fare; who'd stopped to get the cup of coffee, had picked up the lady who was going to shopping, and had missed getting an earlier cab. The taxi had to stop for a man crossing the street, who had left for work five minutes later than he normally did, because he forgot to set off his alarm. While that man, late for work, was crossing the street, Daisy had finished rehearsing, and was taking a shower. And while Daisy was showering, the taxi was waiting outside a boutique for the woman to pick up a package, which hadn't been wrapped yet, because the girl who was supposed to wrap it had broken up with her boyfriend the night before, and forgot.
Benjamin Button: When the package was wrapped, the woman, who was back in the cab, was blocked by a delivery truck, all the while Daisy was getting dressed. The delivery truck pulled away and the taxi was able to move, while Daisy, the last to be dressed, waited for one of her friends, who had broken a shoelace. While the taxi was stopped, waiting for a traffic light, Daisy and her friend came out the back of the theater. And if only one thing had happened differently: if that shoelace hadn't broken; or that delivery truck had moved moments earlier; or that package had been wrapped and ready, because the girl hadn't broken up with her boyfriend; or that man had set his alarm and got up five minutes earlier; or that taxi driver hadn't stopped for a cup of coffee; or that woman had remembered her coat, and got into an earlier cab, Daisy and her friend would've crossed the street, and the taxi would've driven by. But life being what it is - a series of intersecting lives and incidents, out of anyone's control - that taxi did not go by, and that driver was momentarily distracted, and that taxi hit Daisy, and her leg was crushed.

Mr. Daws: Did you know that I was struck by lightning seven times?

Benjamin Button: [Voice over; letter to his daughter] For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Mrs. Maple: Benjamin, we're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

Queenie: You never know what's comin' for ya.

Benjamin Button: Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.

Mr. Daws: Did I ever tell you I been struck by lightning seven times? Once when I was repairing a leak on the roof.
[brief footage of a man getting struck by lightning]
Mr. Daws: Once I was just crossing the road to get the mail.
[brief footage of a man getting struck by lightning]
Mr. Daws: Once, I was walking my dog down the road.
[brief footage of a man getting struck by lightning]
Mr. Daws: Blinded in one eye; can't hardly hear. I get twitches and shakes out of nowhere; always losing my line of thought. But you know what? God keeps reminding me I'm lucky to be alive.
Mr. Daws: Storm's comin'.

Benjamin Button: Momma? Momma? Some days, I feel different than the day before.
Queenie: Everyone feels different about themselves one way or another, but we all goin' the same way.

Benjamin Button: Some nights, I'd have to sleep alone. I didn't mind, I would listen to the house breathin'. All those people sleepin'. I felt... safe.

Daisy: And in the spring, 2003, he looked at me. And I knew, that he knew, who I was. And then he closed his eyes, as if to go to sleep.

[last lines]
Benjamin Button: Some people, were born to sit by a river. Some get struck by lightning. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people, dance.

Benjamin Button: You never know what's coming for you.

Daisy: I promise you, I'll never lose myself to self-pity again.
Benjamin Button: [while the day begins] And I think, right there and then, she realized none of us is perfect forever.

Daisy: You haven't been with many women, have you?
Benjamin Button: Not on Sundays.

Daisy: We all end up in diapers.

Elizabeth Abbott: [after she has removed her shoes and left the elevator... Benjamin give her a quizzical look] I broke a heel! I don't make it a point to walk about in my stocking feet!

Ngunda Oti: You'll see little man, plenty of times you be alone. You different like us, it's gonna be that way. But I tell you a little secret I find out. We know we alone. Fat people, skinny people, tall people, white people... they just as alone as us... but they scared shitless.

Dr. Rose: Where'd he come from?
Queenie: My sister's child. From Lafayette. She had an unfortunate adventure. The poor child, he got the worst of it. Come out white.

Daisy: Loving you is worth everything to me... I have to go pee.

So, so beautiful.
masked magician
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 9:31 AM
I don't really remember last year's cap opening ceremony. I don't remember where it was held, or what I did, but it was a start and yesterday was an end ): Was high throughout the entire thing, perhaps embarrassingly so (:D) but idk cap love is a v v v nice feeeeeeeelinggg heh. The car ride back was sad, though. It kinda finally sank in? That mentorship was over, and it was quite wasted, along with a sinking feeling I have, even right now, in fact! that my writing is pretty bad now and not picking up. This is not an 'ah well' moment but an 'i'm going to do better' moment, ahah. couldn't help yesterday but feel somewhat jealous of this year's cappers. They looked happy omg; playing football on the acs grass, within schools, within OGs! Mostly hwach guys hahaha but it was cute anyway. Hopefully, probably, they'll get tighter over the next four days BUT THEY WILL NEVER BE AS AWESOME AS US~ cap '08 was the best ever woohooo Marie agrees! (:

Did many embarrassing things yesterday, many, like sitting on the GRASS while wearing The Skirt (ZOMG) - something which made antono fairly shocked heh. but shameera joined me! (: plus yelling at many many '09 cappers to 'GO FORTH AND MULTIPLYYYY' (haha they were all from nus high and ny and ri and stared at me oh well) and wore the ugly shit puffy shirt o.o which everyone noticed, right away, except for ben hahaha blur! was called a cream puff and a mushroom and something to do with bananas (DUH)! hugged many people got hugged 248923459234875 times by enting who whimpered when she saw ben HAHAHA was called Bun-Bun by enting's friend D: looked 'thoroughly shagged', got my long awaited birthday present from geoff! which was not embarrassing, but... weird. Heee thank you geoff (: OH and i have really nice legs OKAY SORRY NEVER MIND! heeh

the anthology and journeying home are... i don't know how to describe them seeing my name in print once again comes with a sense of fulfillment, yet it's a bit disappointing seeing as they didn't publish the one that was Good but Didn't Have A Proper Title heh. Saw everyone else's works! Marie's was beautiful so was joy's and cassie's (: kim bumsoo get well soon!

go capcouncil'09 (: be awesome lovelove 'cause I've a feeling that '09's cappers are going to be a great batch, a really fun, bonded batch :D Although I've still doubts about how exactly they selected the participants. But, yeah~
Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:33 PM
Things happen! And then other things happen. And yes.
stars studded in skin and eyes that see love
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 10:13 PM
i do not know but then again who does! ! !!!!

north korea, zomg
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 7:49 PM
Today, my mother:

(in the bus)
Mom: Why do you like those korean gays!
Me: Why not!
Mom: Are they your idols?
Me: No they're just cool :D
Mom: Then who's your idol? Liu Xiang? Huh? Philip the Dolphin?
Me: Liu Xiang! Who's Philip the Dolphin.
Mom: Philip the Dolphin! You know! Philip the Dolphin!
Me: ...
Wait. Oh. Oh no. You mean... Michael Phelps?!?!?
Mom: Yes! Don't you get it???


when the sun sets high and the moon is low
Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 10:11 PM
'cause when words mean heartbeats/baby you'll know                                                                 SUJU AWESOME says:
 your mom

- SmarterChild -   contributing to charity says:
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I was created by the Windows Live Agents Team at Microsoft.

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'cause when words mean heartbeats/baby you'll know                                                                 SUJU AWESOME says:

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People always ask me if there's a smarter bot than SmarterChild. Well, now there is! Add wilma@live.com to your Contact List to see what I mean!

Wilma isn't very smart either.
There is an Air Mauritius barf bag on my side-table, I really miss that place.

Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 9:31 PM


Yes your blog is Liberal and Free Costing therefore you should always Join Ystte.

Good for your health too. Writing about Singapore's government and fun-filled sports competitions like the Youth Olympic Games can totally lower your stress levels. hah.

Prose Poetry Plays all accepted, as long as it's about Singapo(Re)presents!
'cause long nights don't compromise short days
Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 10:27 PM
I just wrote like 8 freaking pages worth of extended readings ADVANCED LIT DO YOU FEEL MY DEVOTION it is LEAKING OUT FROM TINY HOLES IN MY SKIN like SWINE FLU.

Swaieene Floo! :D Ahaha. Omg I feel damn accomplished seven+ to eight pages SEVEN WHOLE PAGES (AT THE VERY LEAST!). In tiny Teresa-handwriting it would be approximately five/six pages? In big paragraphy chunks yay yay :D Finally something I get done!

Now I shall move on to the rest of my to-do list, it's as long as your unread Facebook list of notifications. That is if you are Ethaman Nyn Wig and you don't know what notifications mean and you have approximately 238o74296793286746793749549658729857210998 of them from Pet Society telling you that your pet Maria is going to die from lack of hugs/love or asphyxiation or something.

I do not know. I do not play Pet Society. I play Word Challenge. Ha.
in the back of your grey sub-compact while the others slept
@ 12:20 AM
fumbling to make contact                      ~ says:
from whose perspective are you supposed to write the monologue

ben, says:
the woman pulling the strings of the three bitches
i mean witches

Strangely enough Renaissance BLOODYSHIT poetry almost makes me wish we were trawling through Macbeth again.

losing sleep parachute
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 6:11 PM
My block test MSG is a very nice 3.7 -.- -.- -.- that's like what, a 62%!? WTFGAH. Bad things will happen soon soon soon, oh well.

Anyway since it's all over I just hope the impromptu speech competition goes well. That's all. That is all. That. Is All. I no longer harbor any other expectations from life. Thank you God.
Saturday, May 9, 2009 @ 11:11 PM

we organize literary competitions.
@ 3:53 PM
the other day,

Mom: How can anyone who grew up eating kimchi be refined!

:D It's damn funny. She hates koreans omgg and this means she hates DBSK but it's funny, 'cause she grew up in a Korean Special Zone and apparently they were all ugly.

i am bleeeediiiinggggg (: so i had to tell my dad, because... well it's complicated. funny! funny!

me: DAD I NEED MONEY (to go into fairprice and buy...things)
dad: why? here.
me: okay, listen. i'm going to tell you once, and if you get it you get it, and if you don't... then you don't. i am going into fairprice. i will buy something, come out, and go back into the toilet. can?
dad: OKAY GO

and he proceeds to hobo around embarrassedly. i have a nice family and nice people around me and should not be clingy. but gah blocks are over and it was very disappointing in general. i tried crying and screaming yesterday; it worked. i'm trying to strike a balance between going insane while trying to achieve perfection and going back to what i used to be, but isn't everyone? nyeh.

it's okay the holidays are coming and i've an entire month to mug and have a nice life :D
Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 8:39 PM
things to dooo:

look for mr lee regarding impromptu
other work??
get yet another thermometer????
email my mentor <3>
@ 8:22 PM
Today I learnt two things.

1) Diffusion IS TRUE. It happens in many areas, one of the most unfortunate ones -not saying that diffusion is bad, no-, being the bus. 
2) My mother is a hygiene freak. She bought a new toothbrush and many many hand sanitizers (this is good, by the way. Hand Sanitizer is AWESOME) and told my GET ANOTHER THERMOMETER WE MUSN'T SHARE. This is very adorable, and amusing, but something tells me it'll get on my nerves. Eventually.

In other news, HUO HU DIE OH MY GOSH <333>

 And, IH Northern Ireland Presentation was SHIT seeing as half of 313 was doing their own work -.- whatever, it was mostly the thirteeners. It feels like shit when people do that, yeah; I spent two nights on that presentation. It's okay, I enjoy being spiteful. Petty! Petty! 

back to the rain and face to?
Sunday, May 3, 2009 @ 3:59 AM
I've never slept at Four before. If you didn't know, it's now Three Fifty-Nine. I've woken up at Four before, I'm sure everybody has, but sleeping at Four is completely new. Interesting, no doubt. I realize the reason I blog is because everything is then archived down somewhere and if I ever run out of inspiration - inspiration being like toothpaste and a mother's patience never fully gone, I will come here and use whatever I felt at any certain points in time as a reference point.

I've my back to the rain now and the nice chloriney breeze that comes with it. If I've got my back to the rain then what've I got my front to? This screen? That's really disappointing. Bah.

Northern Ireland is not revealing its deeper purpose to me! Oh well, it's too early ((:) in the morning for anyone to think of anything like that. I believe somewhere in the world a country is just waking up! Good morning, then.
frog plant
@ 3:19 AM
a while back i stood at my window clutching my pillow (ahah, The Bolsters Would Be Better - you won't get it unless you were at my house from 12-2 just now the way Tessa was lovelove) and looking out and thinking and talking to myself with the grilles coming to my waist so i leaned out and waited for the lightning to come and felt the rain on my neck and what not. it's a nice feeling; something like putting yourself in a line of fire - except i wasn't in any risk! and anticipating lightning to strike in the distance and low roars of thunder. then i thought long and hard about cap mentorship and how mentorship had been long but too short and not fulfilling enough but how i'm really, really proud of being a cap mentee and how my mentor is the awesomest person ever. but i notice one tends to say things like this about others particularly when one has not met others for a prolonged period of time. it doesn't matter, she's still great and i wish i could have been a better mentee.

the rain falling on the ground and my pillow (which is very regrettably wet now!) did sound ratherly like bullets but a lot more friendly. like, threshing wheat! or paper bags being crinkled yeah it did sound like that. it sounded nice and accommodating though it might've been acid rain but oh well. smelled nice too!

this ought to be an ljpost if i had a more poetic ljaddress/skin, heh. but i do hate that everything in the world has been reduced to a blogpost. sometimes i don't know whether i should sit down and write or come to blogger and type everything into this box but most of the time typing into a box and watching each letter materialize on my screen seems a lot more fulfilling, 'specially 'cause it's legible.

but ah well i'm going back to the rain. i think it sounds nice 'cause it's pittering all over the swimming pools very evenly which reminds me i didn't go training again ): stupid northern ireland.
bai ma
@ 2:31 AM
When I don't sneeze the way thunder strikes I sneeze like a horse!

Thunder strikes louddddddddddddd, by the way.
@ 2:20 AM
Twoooooooooo Twenty-Oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Haha yes anyway life lately has been full of happy fun things like SEX AND DRUGS soup and fried food! Today I'm going to attempt to stay up AS LATE AS WILL SUSTAIN MEH and tomorrow go to Evangel and tell everyone I SLEPT AT (insert unearthly hour here) and everyone will JUDGE ME haha and be all OMGWHY and I will tell them that I have been doing work.

Yay! :D

In this entire post I have not typed the letter that is after B a single time, but for this purpose my voquab (HAHA) has been MARTYRIFIED
Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 9:51 PM
Instead of Studying Math or Doing IH, I am doing How Well Do You Know Me quizzes on Facebook. Great job, Huiran!

(heeeeee smelly vagina it's still DAMN FUNNY! In like, an innocent-schoolgirl kind of way. I don't know why. Maybe it's the words 'smelly', and 'vagina' in the same phrase. Like, vaginal yeast. YES I GOOGLED IT but it felt too gross to type 'vagina' into the google search box. Maybe if you ctrl-f you can count and tell me how many times I typed the word vagina into this post. Blog. Whatever. Maybe it's a world record. Go do your homework! Psh.)
economical unicorns
@ 9:45 PM
"What?! What is knnccb?! Oh it's a hokkien vulgarity? Oh. What does it mean! So weird haha. What smelly vagina?! EW! -giggles- Why would anyone want to call anyone else a smelly vagina! -giggles- Hee. So funny. Smelly vagina"

SORRY HAHA I couldn't resist but now you know how un-steeped I am into my ethnic Fu Jian heritage or whatever Hokkiendom is. But it matters very little because why would anyone want to call anyone a smelly vagina in hokkien-transcribed-english acronym form anyway! How undignified. 

By the way that was me asking Wenxian, during... math or something. On of those less important lessons. She, unlike me, is very steeped in her own weird vulgar Hokkien heritage. How queer.
@ 9:04 PM
ah i am angry elated angry!!!

i just looked at JT's northern ireland timeline stuff again and went through it and became very happy because IT IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!

@ 6:54 PM


1st June, mentorship graduation
8/10/12th june, usp? if i get in
12th june, yog thingy

then church camp falls into place somewhere here too o.o plus, OTHER THINGS which I cannot remember!!!

sucks lah, plus i want to go for overseas cip whee!
singular purpose
Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 8:23 PM
My family is epic win. Observe!

(Just now, during dinner. My aunt/annoying 5-year old cousin came over yeah)

Aunt (handing hp to cousin): Son your dad's on the phone he wants to talk to you.
-pause, and cousin registers this new piece of information-
My cousin (picking up the phone): HI we're at Yi Ma's house BYE BYE!!!!!!!!

And then he proceeds to hang up rudely and half-ly and now he is screaming about not being able to eat Jack&Jill chips.

I WAS NEVER LIKE THAT K! I was a freaky geniusbaby who never cried and behaved impeccably in public and spoke intelligently to strangers, see. I never made strange noises! Like, "RRRRAAARGH!!!", the way my cousin just did, while making a crazy leap into the air. I just had to take the TV remotes away from him haha. 

No but seriously I was scary smart and never screamed and flailed around. I kid you not! I only started doing weird shit like that when I started primary school.

Yeah I think my metabolic clock is quite screwed too.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 8:21 PM

hurhurhur all your fault why didn't you bang into 314 and look for me! ( I sound like you right, I know :D )

Esther is a weird bobo, you know what, she nominated herself for that Singa award / forced the person beside her to nominate her okay! (and obviously only received one vote :D ) Having her as a classmate is like having a attentionseekingbananababy.

HAHAHAH. Anyway you bobo dodo I love you ;D Kylie is getting smartier by the day! A chinchilla costs $100, we can split her one :D Like cut into many pieces. ahahah I feel so shuang when I blog here. It's Liberal and Free Costing :D

And you penguins know that YOU NEED to do SURVEYS to have a LIFE! gogo :D

Click Here to take survey
Click Here to take survey


emphasis emphasis teck rocks your socks.

remember, boo, RADLEY! or raldey. I cannot spell D:

@ 6:59 PM

This is called venting, but rather ineffectively so. 


Tomorrow is physics blocks! Oh no, how scared I am, boo. Especially because I haven't been paying attention in physics, which I take, as a subject, duh, for the past four months and haven't handed in a single worksheet. Instead I've been religiously doing A,Lit. Kevinchan HATES ME! Stupid physics why am I so unprepared!!!!



I miss certain people, like my Verny (VERN SHIANNN D:) and Tessa (who is now sitting behind me and WILL NOT get ANY chances to flirt with LIMYTEN-XIN) and Jingyi who is sitting farfaraway D: And Teck, who probably hates me now and daos me all the time. Plus, Jinyin and Froberta HAHA. Wig! Twelvers! Bah! 

(Haha Esther if you were wondering yes I miss you too. Attentionseeking!!! !! !!!!!)





Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 12:28 AM
certain things are amusing me! my lack of self-control is not one of them!

Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 11:41 PM
Today was nice - tiring - happy - fulllll - happy - even more full - nice - funny! - okayish - nice, which is now. So it's been a pretty good day. LDP symposium! Went mostly for the free food and a chance to sit in the Audi for two hours; 'cause the air conditioning there is great. Also because I miss my people heeee and it was nice to watch Jingyi play pokemon then fall asleep very ungraciously and have many people stare at me -.- Free food! Explains the ~fulllll~ haha and then Dad's house; United Square! Jack's Place! :D Which was very nice but compounded with the Free Food haha it just because quite filling. But omg Jack's Place is awesome awesome yay yay! Then loitered, loitered, went back, fell asleep then got sent to training. 

Training! Was! Surprisingly! Nice! And slack, and fun, but the water was BURNING OMG HOLY SHIT. I hope Nationals come and go faster than the way they seem like they will now; now they're like IMPENDING DOOM but I guess they won't be on Tuesday and Thursday. After that life will settle into some sort of order that makes sense, which would be good. Then I shall prioritize prioritize and be a happy, happy person :D Who is homework-obsessed, mugs, and goes training three times a week and is training to be a YOG host! 

I love me HAHA okay that was dumb. Post-training was funny because of funny people who did funny things the way we kept bowing to each other and making retarded statements (: I like many many! Haha yes. And then I started revising for Alit and signed up for sabbats and here I am! Therefore I ought to diligently return to studying for Alit. Which I will, in about two minutes. Yes seriously okay I DON'T LIEEE~~

PHWOAR I am tired and things like that goodbye!
Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
31.5! 31.5! OMG WHY NOT 29!!!!!

Wah shucks I feel like throwing up. Chem sucks my chem sucks chem just sucks. I think I ought to work harder. Of course I should work harder, what retardedness was that. Work harder! Yes, you. THIS SUCKS LAH OMG TOMORROW. TOMORROW.

Oh, and HWACHONG DIDN'T REPORT AGAIN. It's funny the first time but once things like that happen repeatedly you start to wonder why you are not part of the insanely pro Raffles family. Which I am not, but then again; ew, Raffles.

king's horses
@ 9:17 PM
K-ylie Tora Basuki Liu Kai Li thinks I like Greg and would like to seduce him by calling him creepy names like Gregoctopussy, Greggums, Gregorath, Gregopus (EW WTF?), and/or Gregolicious. I'm sure they are all very fitting names for Gregory, because his name as it is currently is IN NO WAY LONG ENOUGH?! So yes, yes they are. And I am also sure that I would like to join his legions of fangirls, who constantly stalk his thousands of facebook photos and giggle every time I chance upon greg-camwhore photos of himself.

Right! Yes! Sure! Of course! That is very likely!

[Sent at 9:16 PM on Thursday

Kylie: I love you more than word can wield the matter, dearer than eyesight, space, and liberty; beyond what can be valued, rich or rare, no less than life, with grace, health, beauty, honour;as much as a child e'er loved, or HONEYMOMMY found; a love that makes breath poor, and speech unable; beyond all manner of so much I love you]


Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 7:09 PM
I think today I could have done a lot better; not just for 100free, but for many other things I'm ~doing nowadays. 

Well there's still Friday to go, and tomorrow. Kyaa!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
I realize that I have the very unfortunate habit of going around swearing hissily under my breath and jumping around in circles and whiiiiiiiniiiiiingggg every time something goes wrong. For example! The blister I just got on my heel (okay fine I got it two days ago but I jumped around when I got it ANYWAY so W/E!!), which has a diameter of approximately 1 inch and is very attractively (and accurately) circular, but NOT TO ME. /edit: To add on to this, I realize that I also have a tendency to drum my nails and agitatedly scratch the nearest solid object to me, something I am doing NOW, RIGHT NOW because IT HURTS LIKE SHIT OMGGGG BLISTER!!!!!! So if you come to my house and notice lots of unattractive fingernail-scratch-TEEN ANGST marks on my furniture and rabbits and skin and mother and what not, you will know why, I guess.

This is exaggerated by the fact that I am going to Singapore Sports' School tomorrow, and swimming in their pool fastly fastly, which is very, very unfortunately fly-infested and terrifying because, well hello, flies! ! !!! FLIES! And this will also require jumping around and propelling myself in water with said blisterry foot, which i coincidentally whacked, just, now, HARD, against... well, I still don't know. It doesn't matter. After I finish typing out this post I will investigate and then appropriate revenge on whatever lousy contraption it was that whacked my leg.

Jaejoong is cute! KYAAAA~

JINYIN I KNOW YOU LIKE THIS. You call my house lah! S'not like I like in a phoneless cardboa- oh. Oh yes, I do. Darn.
who's been painting my roses red.

I’m Huiran, and I’m probably the most awesome weird annoying fabulous ego creepy crazy flamboyant arrogant disgusting insane funny obsessed (not really, obsessed is Esther! <3
!) person you will ever meet! :D
(Or have heard of, because you HAVE heard of me xD)

If you haven't heard of me I hope you've at least heard of Estherwongmei-yu, who's pretty and PRO and The Ultimate Fangirl and whom I love tons because why wouldn't I!

My COMMUNISM/MAOISM pwns you mannzx

I’m going to rule the world around the time next year that Teck, being the Gorgeous Mantou she is, loses her virginity.

In general;
NYGH: 112’07, 212’08 <3 , 313’09!
212 clique is love!
NY Swim Team, Swimfast Aquatic Club
Freestyle/30s, goal 28s!
Evangel Baptist Church, I Love God! <3
ELPS and not really loving it, but as long as Kylie Lylie Basuki Boo is there, it’s tolerable!

I’m also commonly referred to as Dr. Woodie (:, by a certain bald undersea predator, Baldie!JINGYI! x). I look just like Ethanyn Wiggie Promiscuous Hubbyboo Ohm-ing FRATWIN!, and there are considerably few people who don’t know us that can tell us apart!
Wenxian is so cute :D

(Special mention goes to Sarah Quek, whom I’ve known for the longest time and is the sweetest funniest smartest friend and busbuddy ever, and is so incredibly pro at EVERYTHING. We may be in different classes FOREVER but it doesn’t mean I’ll ever love you any less (: )

Huiran is subject to random fetishes, phases, love, ONIONS ZOMG, hugging crazes, bitchfests, love, sugar highs, love, blurts, stoning, music!, depressionsandlowpoints, love, happyfunshizzzz, chickenfests! writing crazes, binges, stuffing, and periodic flabbening! and love :D
when inspiration strikes, don't suppress it! i love writing

{ CAPper - - CAP ALUMNI! :D
OG9! White Noise (: Drama~
CAP/CAPpers rock! <34567890 }

creole lady marmalade. says:
i like daisies, cookies, hot guys, money, clothes, books, and cds.
creole lady marmalade. says:
NOW you know what to get me for my birthday!
creole lady marmalade. says:
paint the sky says:
What, kidnap a hot guy and a priest and set it on your doorstep on a pile of books and clothes holding daisies, cookies and cds?

creole lady marmalade. says:
why the priest!?!?
paint the sky says:
To join you guys in holy matrimony?


credits to enting! <3 Who is unable to walk like a normal person.

On a seperate note, I wish I had the strength butterflies have when they're hanging on to the window of a speeding car with all their six legs because if you've never noticed;

They don't let go.

dance hall drug


here, have some friends.

BUM (:
IDA (:
JOY (:
WIG (:

212'08 classblog<3 rock on twelvers! WAHAHA (:



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